heya 2 myself :) its been quite sometime since i last had an inspiration to write something again.. so here goes.. :) so today its the 10th aug.. thursday morning 1am... past 2 days especially 8th aug 2006 (tues) has been one of the most memorable moments in my life.. i shouldnt be saying it.. but i juz haf to... maybe in future when i read this again.. i can see how dumb i was :)

Tuesday 8th August 2006, (Fireworks Festival) I went to work ard 1250pm, (gosh thats late huh) hehe anyway we were all planning to meet up for ktv supposedly.. and a confirmed dinner at sakae sushi citi link. CJ had some match, so he could only meet us ard 9+. When i reached office, i talked to Jasryl for quite awhile be4 confirming she wasnt going 4 dinner.. coz her main purpose was to go for ktv..

time seems to passed really slow today.. duno y.. havent had such exciting feeling for ages... oh well.. (hey im after all human!!)

so as the clock ticks.. fast fowrd.. its finally 6pm! i decided i neede to buy a cardigan coz i was reali look fat in the green tiny spag top. I shopped at raffles xchange, n juz abrubptly bought a black knitted half card for 25! 620, rushing off to meet mark n diana, coz iknow J will be late (juz my feeling, and i right! he came at 730!!!)

somehow i felt the card wasnt good enuff, so i went up to esprit .. i was realli grateful to have found the right top.. white knitte top, which juz feels so right.. was hesitent if i should wear it with or w/o the green top :P so mark called, i told him to give me 5 mins! so i juz bought it for $69.90!!!! heheh i think im crazy! but i liked it =)

oki it was so darn crowded in the mrt! coz of the FWF!!! duno where these ppl came from man.. anyway managed to meet up with the love birds D & M (at that time i didnt know they were an item yet!) so we headed to our dinner destination, ard 7, Mark kept teasing me... make me feel more butterflies in my tummy heheh i was also teasing him abt diana :P so cute la the 2 of them!

J came..canot imagine how i muz be feeling.. its juz so hard to describe.. after a year of not seeing J.. *speechless* luckily mark was there for the ice breaker! he's such a funny guy! and they hit it off very well :) i think like wat mark said.. zui shou xi the mo shen ren.. its realy true.. but they duno the full story behind anywayz.. but mark was nice enuff to "encourage" me and give me chances here and there..

yea so at first was kinda awkward.. but we slowly warmed up to each other :) i think i shant go into details.. anyway, time juz pas so quickly when we're having fun.. its abt 830... think the bill came up to abt 100? so 20 each :) so last mindecsion to watch Fireworks.. boy was it crowded! we walked so fast! aas uaual mark juz tried to push me and give me chances again.. :) *shy* heheh

but nothing much la.. so juz keep walking.. esplanade underpass was packed.. so we had no choice but to go towards some conaught road.. where we managed to catch abt 70% of the 15 mins fireworks! so romantic!!! if only can hugz! :P hahaha J was busy trying 2 record down the FW's, said it was his first time watching live!!! hahah (btw, i was so surprised when he got the same phone as me!) but he juz casually asked, eh? u got hte same phone as me :) *deh* turn off..

nvm.. anyway awkward situation.. but the FW's was really spectacular, pity the view was blocked half way, n i was so engrossed till i didnt take a shot of it!

FW ended, picture taking time!!!! mark again create chances! at first shy shy to take.. (outside say no la.. but inside how i wish!!!) :P

we took turns to take for each other, and a group pic... was kinda awkaward to stand alone beside J, i think he feels awkaward too la.. but seriously.. i dun think he give a damn? though i think he was trying to take a pic of both of us hahah :P

but the pics turned out well! thank goodness!!! so do we look like brothweres and sisiters? or a couple? *silence*

so after pic taking, we headed for city hall cartel, so many ppl!!! luckily we juz got a seat otsuide cartel, n juz sat there, drink free water for 2 hrs :P hahah
wait for CJ to come.. oh gosh i had 5 missed calls!!! luckiky managed to find him! if not i wiould feel so guilty... CJ so bad la.. come sit betw me & J!!! hmph!! lol anyway J doenst care also la...

but i think once in awhile, he steals glances at me? hahah i wish!!! even if haf i also duno.. but ok la, got some eye contact, joking here and there... he was supped to leave early.. but somehow.. he juz stayed on.. guess it was too late.. so we crapped through the nite.. was fun! :) so sad.. again time juz flies... its 12 already... we all had to go... J has a short turn around flight to jarkarta at 8.. although hen she bu de.. but i guess thats a good way to juz end it..

yeap.. finally juz said a reluctant bye bye,,, cya guys ... and we went seperate ways.. =)

surprise!!! we all met online together!!! heheh he had to download his schedule.. anyway we sent each other pics... and he said he liked mark! hahah darn funny! :) aiyah.. cut story short la.. we juz ended here..

oh well.. it was realy nice to see him again after so long...!!! even though its never meant to be! but we're still frens! :) yeap so slowly get over it~ it never happend anyway.. juz my imagination..

sometimes juz wonder why im so silly...? when my happiness is already set in front of me... sighz... i do hope by the time i read again.. i would haf gotten over! :) okie.. picture time!!!